MASQUERADE; Paper faces on parade,

Sunday, November 08, 2009

YGT Finals today at Taka's open space area.
Shall let th pics do th talking ;)

(i think the last photo is so gorgeous. reaaaaally :D)

feeling super restless uh nw XD
hahah okaay ciao!

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heheheh had an awesome day out w b ytd :)
slept in and woke up at 10 plus.
shiokkkkkkkkkkk. man. ive been lacking sleep. LOL.

so yeah. mommy went for retreat..
so it was just daddy and me this weekend.
dom went to godma's place to stay. hahaha.
so yeaaah HAHA junk food weekend XD
daddy super cute uh.

then aft a while, b texted and said he almost met with an accident.
wah. i swear my heart stopped for a while.
haiyer. but thank goodness nothing happened.
to both of them. him and his cousin.
gotta be careful next time k, boys!

then met up w b :)
went to vivo. HAHA spontaneous and random trips around singapore again XD
heheheh.
yupppp. went to vivo :) hahaha.
many many shops! hahah. all to window shop and try out clothes. so cold uh th place.
B looked ultra hot in V :) heh.
the grey one from topman. wah. i swear.
one look at you in tht can kill. honest uh. im sure ivan will agree w me ;)
HEHEHE.
then aft tht we had carls jr :)
big big big big big portions.
th onion rings are gooood. heh. and th burger tooo. i likeeee.
but super fattening omggggz.
hahaha i shall go eat w mans one day, uh mans!
HAHA cause eat w you like can guilt free one.
you only eat th super healthy shitzzzz. hahaha.

then aft dinner we went to skypark. haha.
first timeee uh someone ;)
HAHAHA yeah it was nice. one biiiiiiiiiiiiiig christmas tree!!! :)
so pretty, th lights.
found a spot and sat down.
I HUNG MY LEGS OFF TH LEDGE!
wah shiokkkk :D
heh then talked and talked and.. yeahh.

time flew by sooo fast.
before we knew it, it was 1120 LOL
chionged and took th train back :)
panicked tht i didnt tap my card properly HEH
but in th end all just me being paranoid again XD it was fine.
bussed home.
b was supposed t meet daddy uh lol.
but daddy fell asleep -.-
so nevermindddd.
he went home aft tht :)

oh and b,
thrs really a malay wedding downstairs my hse uh. hahahah.
i think its today :)
or tmr. hehehe.
so excitinggggg. malay weddings are always cool. lights and music LOL
okaaay shall go get ready nw.

gna go down to taka to support the darlingest 3 seniors of mine who got through th FINALS of YOUth GOT TALENT!!!
hehehe. Shikin, Fadzly and Jossssshua! :)
ALL TH BEST YOU THREE~!
heh so awesome lah. they took 3 out of th 6 spots :)
ya'll super BOOMZ!

wahhaha okaaay till nxt time :)

(oh and im still hooked onto paparazzi. im sure gary can fully understand hw im feeling nw xD)

BYEEE!

oh and manzzzzzz, imy :(

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Saturday, November 07, 2009

Some things we don't talk about
better do without
just hold a smile
we're falling in and out of love
the same damn problem

together all the while
you can never say never
when we don't know why
time and time again
younger now then we were before
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go

picture you're the queen of everything
as far as the i can see
under your command
i will be your gaurdening
when all is crumbling
steady your hand

you can never say never
when we don't know why
time and time again
younger now then we were before
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go

we're falling apart
and coming together again and again
we're coming apart
but we hold it together
hold it together, together again

don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go.

I dont know why b, but when we were listening to this song just now...
i really felt something.
something strong btwn us.
the bus ride was comforting.. somehow.
thanks for following me down today.
i love you :)

OH AND YES! MY DARLING LAPTOP IS BACKKKKK!
congratulate me world! :)
HAHAHA okay bye :)
time to go reinstall everythingggggggggggggg.

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Friday, November 06, 2009

spent the first half of the morning trying to explain things to my mom.
cried, shouted, laughed, explained.
but no, she still doesnt get it.
even daddy helped today. thanks dad :)
i appreciate it. hahaha he even said randy said b looks like an awesome guy.
hahahah.
no worries clare, im sure mommy will accept him someday :)
God works miracles... In his time :)

And its not like i'll marry him tmr or smth also.
hahahaha. gotta chillaxxxxx XD

so anyways, this "exercise" wasnt all bad.
It actually made me realise how much I treasure the relationship :)
Hes not just a pretty face.
Cause I dont think i'd go to this extent cause of the pretty face.
(although he does have a pretty face XD)
hahaha. I guess he means so much to me...
So much that I'm willing to defend him. To put down my pride and try my best to explain things.
Cause hes worth it. He's really worth it :)

So b, short hair or long hair, i dont care.
As long as youre still th same guy inside.
As long as you keep to the promises we made to each other.
As long as youre still Ahmad Nur Iman.

SOOOOO anyways,
its been a pretty stoned week this week. hahaha. week3. aiyooooh.
stupid laptop down :(
annoying th shaaaat out of me :(
Will call HP later to ask abt it. sigh. im really starting to not be able to live without my laptop :(
Sigh. Hope it comes back to me soon... My baby.
Hehehe so soundcard ytd was alright..

Actually planned on scraping the trio..
Cause we were all so stessed out and stuff. Even darling clara wasnt herself.
I got a little scared.
Charis was stoned when she came too. So I guess we were all stressed.
The panadols I took werent effective =\
So had a pumping headache. But thankfully, it started fading just as practice proper started :)
hahah had like a part2 of the "old folks home concert" HAHAHA.
had two new members!

WELCOME, SELVA AND KELITA!
(sorry if i didnt get the names right =x)
hehehe ya'll will enjoy soundcard, trust me ;)

in th end, did an impromptu rendition of "Im yours" w charis.
hahaha. yeah. charis again ;)
yeah. hahahaha laughed cause we screwed up lyrics agaaaaain. lol.
like out signature screwy point siaaa XD

hahah then yeah. HAHA lunchtime coming up..
Really hope we can do well for "If I were a boy"... Maya and myself.
I love her voice so so much :) reaaaaally. hahaha.
we'll start practicing once we get the schedule uh :)
soooo, hope to receive feedback and we shall improve on it. hahaha.

ended up nt gg for math class today cause th whole family was at home..
and i guess i missed having family time.
Really wanted to catch up and all...
But who'd knew it'd end up to be some.. confrontation session.
Sigh. Oh wells. its alright. I think im over it nw :)
hahahah blogging is like some kind of theraphy! XD

so yeaaah i guess this concludes my week.
Not sure if anything interesting will crop up later..
but if it does, i'll blog it ;)
hahaha. okaaay for now, i better start getting my stuff in place,
facebook a little, listen to some instrumentals and head out so i wont be late for comm skills.
aaaaye ICA one today.. hope everything goes wellllllll. hahaha.
okaaay bye all :)
and thanks for reading through all this ranting. HAHA.

oh yes before i leave..
IM SOOOOOOOO ADDICTED TO PAPARAZZI! hehehe yeah th lady gaga one. HAHAH.
so hereeeee. lyrics, as usual ;)
We are the crowd
We're c-coming out
Got my flash on it's true
Need that picture of you
It's so magical
We'd be so fantastico

Leather and jeans
Garage glamorous
Not sure what it means
But this photo of us
It don't have a price
Ready for those flashing lights
'Cause you know that baby, I...

[Chorus:]
I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa, paparazzi
Baby there's no other superstar
You know that I'll be
Your papa, paparazzi
Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa, paparazzi
[ Lady Gaga Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]

I'll be your girl
Backstage at your show
Velvet ropes and guitars
Yeah 'cause you're my rockstar
In between the sets
Eyeliner and cigarettes

Shadow is burnt yellow
Dance and we turn
My lashes are dry
Purple teardrops I cry
It don't have a price
Loving you is cherry pie
'Cause you know that baby, I...

[Repeat Chorus:]

Real good, we dance in the studio
Snap, snap to that shit on the radio
Don't stop for anyone
We're plastic but we still have fun!

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Wednesday, November 04, 2009

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate, i'm yours

Hope it goes well tmr.
If not.. I'm sorry.

Ciao.

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Tuesday, November 03, 2009

grahh. really want my geek specs!
HAHA okay having DCN prac nw. but i dont get anything :( so im updating :)
still havent gotten my laptop back yet :( feels terrible.
im alrdy lagging one week behind in my pracs. plus this term got so many projects.

grrrrr. oh wells.
promise, when my laptop comes in, i'll start working. hard. hahaha.
went out shopping w V during 5 hr break ytd HAHAHA
went t get her brother's shirt. for his birthday. mhmm. cotton on (Y)
so yeaaah. hahaha got something for myself too :)
just one ;)

then went back t sch for proj discussion and then to clubroom to celebrate darling's bday :)
2ND NOV: HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY CLARA ASHLEY TAN JIA HUI! :) :) :)
then went to mac to have pepper lunch (dinner/supper) w b and then went home :)
hehehe yay pepper lunch debut!
hehehe thanks for accomodating to me b :)
loveee youuu.

FARID POWER TO THE GEDEGAH! thank you bro!
HAHA nw im done w prac and can most prolly go off one hour before lect :) HEHEH

heheheh heres a small shoutout to b :)
i meant wht i said in th text last night k. honest :)
(L) no natter wht you'll become.. you'll always be my baby.
so just stay as who you are :)
i loved you for you in th first place :D

OKAAAAAAY time out for me!
time t go aaaaaand collect mac stickerssssss! :D

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Saturday, October 31, 2009

Happy 83rd Bday Ahma! :)
HEHEHE.
(aiyo strawberry cakeeeeeeeee)
okaaay so yeah.
i guess im off to bed soon :)

Gta wake up at 530 for mass tmr :(
ayeeeeeee. okaaay bye :)

(L)

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Happy Birthday Fadzly! :)
HEHEHE okay la, belated. lol.
hope you had great fun ytd!
EHHHHH 20 ALRDY UH.

someone not teen anymore :P
"youre not a teen.. not yet an adult!"
HAHAHAH.

love love loveeee, bon bon! :)

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Friday, October 30, 2009

Christmas Songs and Ice-cream is LOVE.
I swear they can like.. take away all the stress in the world :)
at least in my world ;)

Seriously cant wait for Christmas :)

xoxo.

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Wednesday, October 28, 2009

AIYO CAN DIE.
KASEM TODAY SO HANDSOME!

when he play w th mic stands.
AIYOOOOOOOOOOO.
okay bye :)

"我被你迷住了"~

"I can’t sleep, I just can’t breathe
when your shadow is all over me baby
don’t wanna be, a fool in your eyes
‘cause what we had was built on lies
and when our love seems to fade away
listen to me hear what I say

I don’t wanna feel
the way that I do
I just wanna be
right here with you
I don’t wanna see
see us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
I miss you...

what would it take, for you to see
to make you understand that I'll
always believe
you and I, can make it through
and I still know, I can’t get over you
‘cause when our love seems to fade away
listen to me hear what I say

I don’t wanna feel
the way that I do
I just wanna be
right here with you
I don’t wanna see
see us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
oh baby I miss you, I do...

‘cause when our love always
fades away
listen to me hear what I say

I don’t wanna feel
the way that I do
I just wanna be
right here with you
I don’t wanna see
see us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
I miss you, I miss you
I do...

I don’t wanna feel
the way that I do
I just wanna be
right here with you
I don’t wanna see
see us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
oh baby I miss you, I do..."

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okay done. laptop still away so unable to blog properly. so yeah.
okay basically, performance done.
dance w my father w zul.
it was alright uh.
alright time t go.

prolly gna take a break from performing aft duet w maya.
yeah. i feel th stress.
i feel like im losing the love for music.
alright time t go for sakae nw.
LOVEEEEE (L)

i love you b :)

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Monday, October 26, 2009

at th clubroom w daddy now :)
woke up late so didnt go for lect today =x
so yeah. lappy's down again :( down still :(
super sad please. sigh. dont know how im gna get all my stuff done up in time also.
aiyaaaaaah sad life.

oh and daddy got through sheng siong tv singing comp thingy :D
YAYYYYYY CONGRATS DADDY (L)
live show's on 12.12.09 :)
HEHEH and darling clara got through too! :D
HEHEHE hers is th 8th ep. daddy say one. LOL.
im saying wht hes saying ;)
HAHAHA okay laaaa. still dont know wht song to sing for thurs.
gna be important some more.
PLUS. laptop wants to down on me now :(
AIYOOOOO.

okay la nothing much. just wna congratulate daddy and clara :)
reaaaaaaaaaaaaaally. good job :D
and th rest of th sc people who made it through th semis for YOUTH GOT TALENT also :)
HEHE. shikin, gary, fadz, rachel, jasper, naz, joshua and azizi.
GOOD JOB PEOPLE! (Y)

oh and charis and i are gna try out for th coming comp on th 1st XD
marc and b also. daddy thinks so. then. errrrrrrr. fadz and isaac also.
HEHEHE so fun. and daddy maybe gg solo. see his mood.
-.-

okaaay time t go meet v for lunch now :)
and class from 3 - 5 then go fix laptop w b ltr.
OKAAAAY byeeee :D

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Sunday, October 25, 2009

laptop's screwing up on me again :(
but thank goodness B's willing to follow me to send it for servicing tmr.
love you b :)

yup, so from where i left off previously...
performances.
so the duo did it again. AHAHAH.
we went up there, panicked, and forgot our lyrics :(
it was pretty terrible. and th mics were one loud one soft againnnnnn.
sigh. i think it was all from th panic tht we have inside of us uh.
cause since the day we chose the song, we were very afraid tht we couldnt deliver.
the lyrics were flowing like thrs no end, the notes ranged from th lower ones to th high high high ones. but yeah. hhaha at least its over charis :)

macs was horrible.. we kinda made a fool out of ourselves there.
but th one at th police academy was better :)
for me, i felt tht i flared better at th police acad performance cause it was more laid back..
and the atmosphere was more friendly.
and V was thr also la hahaha
Macs was pretty stressful. seeing so many familiar faces and stuff =x
hahah but yeah. Bleeding love and hush hush... no more! :D

did zombie at sc th nxt day. yupppp. again, lyrical problems.
and projection problems also.
i think i really need to find a way to conquer these two aspects before it starts to bring me down.
oh and a hugeeeee shoutout to xinen!

darling, youre fine! you really are! youre one of th finest chinese song singers ive ever heard!!
i know ive told you this like a million and one times alrdy,
but when you sang "ji de" at k th other time, I REAAAALLY MELTED.
you were prolly starring at th lyrics and singing so you didnt notice..
but yeah! its like how i look at clara when she sings shagua!
HAHAHA you know how WHEEHEEHEE i get when she sings tht.
its like.. th song was made for you lah :)

dont worry abt th stuff people say about your singing..
its normal. im sure at one point in life, we'll all get the same thing.
i know you and i both feel the same way about singing.
its like.. one thing we live for. its the one thing we cannot fail in cause we love it so much.
and trust me girl, no one can stop you from succeeding in it,
unless you yourself give up.
i know how hard a metal block is to conquer.. but its possible!
one step at a time :) and always remember tht in every step of th way,
we'll all be here with you.. going through the same things youre going through.
we love you babe. and you know it :)

HEHEHE alrighttt. baaack to my week.
it was alright lah. timetable was LOL haywired.
but yeah. its nt tht taxing.
and i didnt skip any classes! :)
achievement! was so tempted to skip twice..
but in th end i turned up. late... but better late than never XD
the lecturers this sem are pretty cool :)
at least they speak close to proper english.. so i really understand them better :D

like grace last sem! LOL i loved her so so much.
and im sorry i did so badly for essit =x love her, dont love her module though =x
oh and happy 17th birthday daryl! :)
jhahaha many birthdays coming up. LOL many celebrations and tht will lead to a very very broke me. sigh. still got th bet w eugene going on abt th biker jacket. LOL
i still remember okaaay! and im working towards it. sooooo you be careful uh! XD

haha yeah week2 of school next week...
got lots of catching up to do. java basics and javascript stuff. sigh.
VB.NET is something new.. so gta try and get my brains to absorb it.
thank god i got vincent was my tutor HAHA its good working w someone youve worked with before :) HEHEH

WAH CHARIS POWER. youve really learnt to control your voice now! :D

okaaay its a nice sunday afternoon so i better nt waste my time.
backup my files and learn how to project XD HAHAHA okay till nxt time!
baaaaiiiii! :D

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Tuesday, October 20, 2009

alright, yeah.
havent updated for a long time =x
sorry.

well, school started =\
sigh. got one whole project module using java.
sigh. but this time, th 4 of us are in th same proj group :)
yay! hahaha. we must work hard and play hard keh babes!
HAHAHA atheletes live in cottages aye, v? XD
hahaha. but yeah. its th second day of school today.

performance tmr.
performance w b is cancelled :(
cause thrs no excuse letter and he has class. man.
when i heard th news from charis, i almost cried.
daaang. was so looking forward to it :s
but oh wells. will be performing w charis instead. hush2 and bleeding love.
yeaah. stresssssssful songs.
i literallly am getting a headache from memorising the lyrics :(
oh wells. i dont know lah.

so anyways, wanna say thanks to charis and to b,
for being there yesterday.
when i was so vulnerable. really. thank you.
i feel so blessed to have both of you by my side.
Charis, like a sister.. someone who will not judge me and is always there to hear me out.
And B, someone who loves me for who i am...
hahaha, i must have really done something right to deserve you.
(L)(L)(L)

so yeah. performance at macs and police acad tmr.
siggggggh. i dont know uh. i just hope i can make use of the time from nw till tmr to memorise the lyrics. ayeeeee. i dont know uhhhh.
its like the first time.. im feeeling negatively about a performance.
yeah. bleeding love kills. hush hush also uh.
i shouldnt have challenged myself w those two songs.
but charis is good :) she memorises her lyrics fassssssst! hahaha.
aye. yeah.

welllll. im gna be random and jump to something else HAHAHA
I got Vincent for one of my mods! :D HAHAH.
yeah, vincent from dpa! XD awesome lah. haahha. at least someone i can understand.
haha lecturers are nt tht bad, i think.
HAHA only one female lecturer and th rest males.
haha. th one for our last lect today was damn joker lah hahaha.
but not bad uh. at least we'll pay attention.
i think its th first time the whole LT was that quiet.

and it was nice to have a quiet LT for a change.
Yeah, in th clubroom nw, everyones noisy and having fun playing.
Aye. Super sian HAHA thts why im blogging. LOL.
and people have been complaining that I've not been updating =\
sorry uh. really sorry HAHAH

okay i think im starting to rant alrdy.
so yeah thts all for this post.
take care all. loveeeeeee (L)

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Sunday, October 11, 2009

yuh huh. thts me with straight hair.
for entertainment purposes only hahahaha.
yuppp finally went t make my hair today.
nah, no worries. i'll still have my poofy hair.
th straight hair is just for today XD

hmmmmmmmm so yeaaaah lets see wht i did for th past couple of daysssss.
friday :)
one month! hehehe happy belated one mth B!
HEHEHE was awesome :) went t catch paper hearts at cine w b :)
it was surprisinging nt bad uh, th movie HAHA
so cute lah th couple :)
walked around.. went to PS and saw many many cool stuff.
like B's sword and the action figures. and cool posterssssss.
hahaha ahhhh and shoessss. heeels. i gta really get used to wearing them.
I'LL TRY OKAY! i promise :)
so yeah had an awesome day out w b. thank youuuuu :) (L)

sat, woke up late. was so stoned HAHA
jasper charis clara daddy gary and rachel went for th sheng siong competition thingy :)
all th best you guys! results coming out soon right!!!
HEHEHE im sure you all can make it one lahhhh. sound card lehhh hello :D
theeen yeah HAHA wht did i do uh
hahaah nothing much for th day i guess.
went out for dinner.. and then back home again. lol.
yeaaah sat was stonedddddd. but alone time was fun for a while :)
ive been lacking alone time. ahhahaa.

today, was cool :) went t make hair w charis and clara THANKS BABES!
hehehe and thanks for nt laughing at me alsoooooo HEHEHE
okay and im officially broke for th nxt week. spent it allllllllllll on my hair :(
oh wellllllls. HAHA dyed and conditioned and cut and washed and straightened.
ahhhhhhh. okaaay then yeah. had a quick changed and went t subway for a meal.
then headed off t church :)
then for dinner. and back home :)
HEHEHEHE DADDY'S BACCCCCCCCCCCCK!
i missed him LOL okaaay and th naggings are back but its okay :)
I LOVE YOU DADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDY (michael quek uh. nt ang fengyao, in this context)
HAHAHA but i love them both lahhhhhhhhh :)

pretty exciting week lined up.
not sure if cheri is still keen abt gg back t ij tmr. LOL she hasnt replied =\
if nt then im gna go practice and chose songs w charis for our upcoming performance.
if anyone has any ideas, do feel free to drop either of us a msg or just leave it here on my tagboard. every idea will be greatly appreciated :)
its a duet for two females :)
weds and thurs SC and then fri movieeeeee w darlinggggg (and friends) ;)
soooo yeah i guess im gna go play some soul calibur and wait for b t come home :)

HEHEHE take care and cheeeerios people! :D

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Thursday, October 08, 2009

baaaack from chalet!
HAHAH, 5th to 8th at Home Team NS Pasir Ris :)
It was cooooooooool :D

Day 1
Soooo, met the gang at AMK Macs and took 88 :)
Casse, Rachel, Charis, Naz, Kasem, Gary and B.
Jasper came at abt 3. then we left for 88 :D
hahahah got on th bus, was pretty excited HAHA took videos and pics w charis while the rest were clowning ard at th back of th bus.
Reached Pasir Ris interchange and took 403 towards th chalet HAHAH
reached at abt 430 and then went up to put our bags :)
there were 4 rooms HAHA
everyone just dumped the stuffs and went down.
kasem gary b and daddy went to ntuc to get food heheeh

th rest of us just stayed in th hse and played taboo :D
hahaha funny siolllllllllllll shd wait till charis uploads th vid HAHA
wah marcus scaryyyyy shout shout shout XD
so th guys came back and we helped unload th stuff :D
went upstairs t slack for a bit.. b was so slpy..
HAHA then jasper wnted t go buy prego for shikin.
so c2j made their way out.
took a cab there and backkkkkkk.
was soooooo hungry, so we chionged to kfc for a quick meal.
then chionged to ntuc to get th stuff.
then clara called and said they had their dinner alrdy.
haiyaaaaaa. so yeah then we took a cab back.
th uncle went to th wrong place and there went my 10 bucks for taxi fare :(
oh wellssssss.
then i was feeling so so sick cause th food was like stuck half way down my stomach.
gobbled everything down too fast.

so went back, changed, went downstairs for a bit of tv and chit chat..
then went back up to have a talk w clara :) :) :)
heheh i love you sooooo much darling :) :) :) thanks for always being thr for me :D:D:D
then HAHA fy came and disturbedddd. then everyone started coming in and disturbingggg HAHAHA but its fine :) took like a million and one photos HAHA
then yeah we got bored and kasem came to save th day :)
we did an original song colaboration! :D:D:D:D
HEHEH its called "Youre my everything" HEHEH quite nice lah =x
will prolly upload th vid when we do a cover of it HAHA as of nw, its only th audio HAHA and th quality is really nt tht good.

then aft tht, stoned for a while. then thr was some drama downstairs.
play fight. oh man. srsly. i got so terrified.
theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen, it was all a prank. wth laaaa.
haiyo. but its ok LOL im over it Xd
had a talk w b and we went walking for a while.
then came back, cant rly rmb wht we did and then went t slp lol

Day 2
Woke up in th morning, damn stoned HAHA
showered and went down for breakfast THANKS FOR THE TOAST JASPER!
then went back up and th guys were having guys talk.
i was half asleep. didnt really wna hear th explicit contents of their conversation.
then B taught me some tunes on th guitar and i was playing along.
was strumming to some p&w songs also :)
sing-along w jasper and clara!
gary was practicing his happy birthday and charis was busy taking pictures :)
which are so useful to me now cause im actually refering to them while blogging XD
moreeee gay moments btwn th sc guys HAHAHA
okaaay joke uh joke.
then went t play a bit of bball w daddy gary and charis :)
YAY gary and i won daddy and charis. poweerrrrr. bball player leh :P
then came th wonderful bbq :)
was loitering here and there HAHA th rest of th gang was inside th hse playing mahjong. LOL
oh man i missed playing MJ so much. used t play w irene and hazel.
then HAPPY BDAY HANISAH!
hahaha smashed cakes and more bbq food. lol.
jasper was doing a lot of bbqing, thanks mate. and marc and his noodles.
and then came th attack of th flies -.-
oh wells we all panicked and went inside after getting enough food.
dang. th flies made us all grouchy =\
more pictures, more mj and more story sharings :)
went out at night for a bit w daddy charis josh and then clara joined us :)
talkeeedddddd. took videeeeeoooos and pictures. HAHAH spammed charis's camera LOL
haha then had an awesome rest after that :)

Day 3
Woke up w a big bang. Okay lah, woke up quite late HAHAH
showered and then went down to find food.
was feeling ultra greedy LOL
was whining abt nt eating a meal meal while playing mj HAHA
then i got sick of my own whining and went t make some cup noodles.
tom yum GOOOOOOOOD :)
then went t grab more food and sat down and played MJ hahaha shiok shiok.
then till th early afternoon, we all decided t be chefs and use th remaining food to cook up something HAHA awesome lah. we made nuggets, egg w mushroom and sausages, sausages and erm. HAHAH food lah basically :)
HEHEH daddy b charis jasper and i were having fun in th kitchen :)
then we lalala-ed th whole way through till dinner :)
then daddy went to prepare th bbq stuff heh.
we were prolly slacking upstairs HAHA
so yeaaah had an awesome bbq, thanks daddy :)
you reaaaaaally can bbq sia. no joke. th food was awesome awesome awesome!
everyone sat down to watch singapore idol.
then a while later, rene came :)
okaaay apparently, shes daddy's mama. so tht makes her my grand mama!
HAHAHA. okay joke joke again.
thennnnn charis jasper b and myself went out t walk walk.
got some long tea island and a can of heineken.
HAHAHA little miss charis got high. HAHA.
so had t go back and take care of her.
hell yeah. she sang, she danced, she craked jokes, she cried.
but above all, she felt happy. and i was happy tht she felt happy. but i got a little worried when she started crying. aye.
so tht was hw dear charis became when she was drunk/high.
hahaha. it wa a good experience lah girl. no worries abt anything.
at least it gave me a chance to take care of you :)
you always help me out. its my turn to return th favour :)
sooo yeah took care of her till she sobered up and went for a shower. then b and i went down t get cake. hahaha. aaaand then went up again and everyone was so active.
jasper was giving out free massages. HAIYER. mak, i didnt have any :(
oh wells. HAHA but i was so sleepy.
so i went t slp pretty early.. abt 12 plus i think LOL
could still hear th laughter of everyone from th neighbouring rooms.
hahaha and screams also. they ar. LOL.
but yeah b and i were prolly in lala land.
just remembered th rest coming in and sleeping.
theeeen before i knew it, it was morning.

Day 4
Hanisah woke me up and said WAKE UPPPP ITS 10 ALRDY!
i was like omg sheet. cause i needed t shower and pack my stuff still.
so i chionged and showered and packed stuff.
thank goodness we were nt chased out HAHAHA
cleared stuff and went down while they did an inspection.
we stoned and then it started raining. heavily. so we called a cab and someone came up with an ingenius idea to sit th cab, 4 by 4 to th nearest bus stop HAHA
then we all headed off to pasir ris int.
grabbed lunch at th food court and headed home :)
B sent me home and then he headed home as well.
maaaaaaaaan. was so shagged. slpt till 7 i think LOL
then woke up and started blogging. LOL but didnt complete th post till today HAHAH

well thts th story abt chalet i guess.
oh yes, all pics up on fb.. so if you guys are interested, check there!
thanks for organising it guys! :) it was a fun 4 days and 3 nights :)
nw i guess we all gt t work hard for th upcoming audis and i gta work harder for th 2 performances coming up.
plus th duet w charis at tpy hub. lol more details up soon! check back aye!

sooo yeah basically tht was all tht happened XD
ciaaaaao!

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Thursday, October 01, 2009

yeaaah.
have been quite stoned for th past few days XD
dont ask why. i dont know either. lol.
been sleeping a lot :)

so anyways.
the duet w b went well :)
we got selected for mac performance, along with nazirul and clara :)
sooo yeah we'll work hard for it :)

mhmm, prata house ytd aft cca was awesome too :D
hahaha bitchy club rocks yozxzxzxz XD
we like super expanding out alrdy uh!
hahah cant wait for chalet :D

performed at awwa old folks centre today.
re-did my debut piece, L-O-V-E.
it was quite a flop.. cause i rly rly rly couldnt connect w th audience.
so i was just kinda stuck at one place.
sigh. but its alright. i'll take it as a lesson learnt.
dont try to handle stuff you cant!
chinese and dialect buang for me. i can try malay songs though.
HAHAHA. they are fun to do anyways XD

went back t sch cause jasper and fadz had musical audis.
stoned through th whole way.. but b was thr t try and kill some of my boredom.
thank you b :D love love :)
aft tht, headed off to the drive-through macs at amk :)
laughed so so so so much omg HAHAHA
jasper ultimateeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
but yeah. had a tummy ache so was really stuggling.
charis was happily taking photos of b and myself. hahha.
private collection uh! XD
cannot anyhow post XD

so yeaaaaa. sorry uh. super stoned tonight.
shall go slp first and wait for b t come online XD

okaaay ciao fellazxzxxz! :D

i trust you. i really do.
it was all just coincidence yeah. reaaaaally.
i know you wouldnt wna do anything tht would create any misunderstandings.
and i understand how serious you are abt the whole relationship.
you know how much i treasure you...
i wouldnt let just one small thing like tht affect us uh.
really :) so dont worry and cheer up little fella :)
i like the b tht cracks jokes and makes me laugh all th time :)
i love you, boy :D

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